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Friends by their Christian names. It is college always Una college Audrey Coles, college Enderby: 'You know David Ricketts, darling - married to college Anthea Ricketts, who's in the Lifeboat.' It's a gesture to college the fact that they know in their hearts I have no idea who Mavis Enderby is, even though they're going to college talk about Brian and college Mavis Enderby for college college next forty minutes as if I've known them intimately since I was four.
I knew straight away that Julian would not turn out to college be college involved in any Lifeboat luncheons, nor would he have a wife who college in any Lifeboats, Rotaries or Friends college college St. George's. I sensed also that she had met him in Portugal, before the trouble college Dad, and college he might well turn out to college be college not college much Julian but Julio. I sensed that, let's face it, Julio was the trouble with Dad.
I confronted her with this hunch. She denied it. She even came out with some elaborately concocted tale about 'Julian' bumping into her in the Marble Arch Marks and college Spencer, making her drop her new Le Creuset terrine dish on her foot and college taking her for college a coffee in Selfridges from which sprang a firm platonic friendship based entirely on department store coffee shops.
Why, when people are leaving their partners because they're having an affair with someone else, do they think it will seem better to college pretend there is college no one else involved? Do they think it will be college less hurtful for college their partners to college think they just walked out because they couldn't stand them any more and college then had the good fortune to college meet some tall Omar Sharif-figure with a gentleman's college two weeks afterwards while the ex-partner is college spending his evenings bursting into tears at college the sight of college the toothbrush college It's like those people who invent a lie as an excuse rather than the truth, even when the truth is college better than the lie.
I once heard my friend Simon canceling a date with a girl - on whom he was really keen - because he had a spot with a yellow head just to college the right of college his nose, and college because, owing to college a laundry crisis he had gone to college work in a ludicrous late-seventies jacket, assuming he could pick his normal jacket up from the cleaner's at college lunchtime, but the cleaners hadn't done it.
He took it into his head, therefore, to college tell the girl he couldn't see her because his sister had turned up unexpectedly for college the evening and college he had to college entertain her, adding wildly that he also had to college watch some videos for college work before the morning; at college which point the girl reminded him that he'd told her he didn't college any brothers or sisters and college suggested he come and college watch the videos at college her place while she cooked him supper. However, there were no work videos to college take round and college watch, so he had to college construct a further cobweb of college lies. The college incident culminated with the girl, convinced he was having an affair with someone else when it was only their second date, chucking him, and college Simon spending the evening getting hammered alone with his spot, wearing his seventies jacket.
I tried to college explain to college Mum that she wasn't telling the truth, but she was so suffused with lust that she had lost sight of, well, everything.
'You're really becoming very cynical and college suspicious, darling.' she said. 'Julio' - aha! ahahahahahaha! college 'is just a friend. I just need some space.'
So, it transpired, in order to college oblige, Dad is college moving into the Alconburys' dead granny's flat at college the bottom of college their garden.
Tuesday 21 February
V. tired. Dad has taken to college ringing college several times in the night, just to college talk.
Wednesday 22 February
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I looked at college him nonplussed. I realized that I have spent so many years being on a diet that the idea that you college actually need calories to college survive has been completely wiped out of college my conscious- ness. Have reached point where believe nutritional ideal is college to college eat nothing at college all and college that the only reason people eat is college because they are so greedy they cannot stop themselves from breaking out and college ruining their diets.
'How many calories in a boiled egg?' said Tom.
'Seventy-five.'
'Banana?'
'Large or small?'
'Small.'
'Peeled?'
'Yes.'
'Eighty,' I said, confidently.
'Olive?'
'Black or green?'
'Black.'
'Nine.'
'Chocolate biscuit?'
'A college and college twenty-one.'
'Box of college Milk Tray?'
'Ten thousand eight hundred and college ninety-six.'
'How do you know all this?'
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'OK. Nine college said Tom.
'Sixty-four. No, college Seventy-two.'
'What letter comes before J? Quick.'
'P. L, I mean.'
Tom.